Jacob

 

 

 

Child of

abandon

 

meant

 

For more

 

 

Lost in

tossed

confusion

 

 

Called

Caused

 

Roaming need

 

Wandering

Wondering

 

 

unsatiated

skeletal

spiritual

 

 

HOME

Taken

 

 

 

Token Gift

 

 

 

I Gave

 

my love

a token

 

 

Though

nothing much to see

 

SMASHED

TRASHED

PATCHED

 

But

Still

 

it Was of

me

 

 

I Gave 

 

my love

as

token

 

And token

it

would

seem

 

Was all this

taken

pieced

together

gift

 

perceived 

my

gift

 

tobe

 

what once

was

me 



liquidation of life

Naked I came from the womb,
naked I shall return whence came.

The Lord gives and the Lord
takes away;

blessed be the name of the Lord
                                  Job 1:21

something worth saying
     is a gift

not often
      given

-------------me  2012

#351

I felt my life with both my hands
To see if it was there --
I held my spirit to the Glass,
To prove it possibler --

I turned my Being round and round
And paused at every pound
To ask the Owner's name --
For doubt, that I should know the Sound --

I judged my features -- jarred my hair --
I pushed my dimples by, and waited --
If they -- twinkled back --
Conviction might, of me --

I told myself, "Take Courage, Friend --
That -- was a former time --
But we might learn to like the Heaven,
As well as our Old Home!"

emily dickinson #351


Been a while since I posted. Not that it matters to anyone except me. I say that with a smile. I LOVE Emily Dickinson, and this one just hit me tonight and left me-------smiling. Who needs Juvaderm (sp?)-------let's all look toward something that really lasts----like an eternity!!!

Do the thing we fear
and death of fear is certain                                      

                         Ralph Waldo Emerson

humbling myself
is not difficult
for me

at least i dont think so
i suppose
the mere statement itself
sounds
proud
but


i
find
myself
always
begging
forgivenesss


i placed a large clock on the wall

time:
minutes before midnight

no batteries
no plugs

forever
moments before midnight

i ask:
what is God's will for me?
this moment?
this day?
this year?

I may choose to struggle with myself, but when all is silent.........and still.............I DO KNOW
regardless of whatever human struggle may wrestle my most inward being
WHEN I AM STILL
..........
ALL IS WELL
..........
WITH MY SOUL
---------------
BECAUSE JEHOVAH GOD IS WITH my SOUL!
_______________
and why HE has chosen me??? is anyone's guess?????????????

BUT I PRAISE HIS MOST HEAVENLY NAME THAT HE DID

AMEN