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layers of years
no vision
just tears
knowing only the hurt
not the why
still i cry
my only friend pain
knows me well
i remain
no name
Temporary setback caused by some family confrontation. Not sure if I've done the right thing but then if I hadn't I would have spent the rest of my life wondering......what if? I tell myself that people don't change. At least I can't and shouldn't expect others to change. But for myself, I hope that at least one person will remember me as someone who went down swinging trying to make my life and the lives I touch a better place to not just exist but enjoy. I'm sure I cause and inflict pain on some and for that I can only say I'm sorry. I do not harbor any malicious intent but occasionally need to exercise a little self defense. Truly--this day, this hour--my heart feels only love and good intentions for all those around me and affected by my life.
Oh dear this reminds me of some poetry I wrote 10 years ago....good to get it out
ReplyDeletebut look for joy under every rock it is there!
then your poetry will take a leap
of profound understanding
I so honor the poet within you
you know. if you were defending those you care about i imagine you did what needed to be done...i am glad you can write about it...and walk away from it...have a great day!
ReplyDelete:-D Love always wins in the end and sometimes we have to stand and shout and cry and stand some more... God be with you, my blog friend.
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ReplyDeleteGod Bless You ~Ron