Tonight I don't want to be me. I just want to be someone who is never noticed. I want to blend. Why is that so difficult for me?
My medication isn't working. I read that 50% of all Cyclothymic Disorders progress to Bipolar I or II. Please dear God don't let that be me!!!
My medication isn't working. I read that 50% of all Cyclothymic Disorders progress to Bipolar I or II. Please dear God don't let that be me!!!
And yet, I am the child. All I can do is trust!
Father, may I climb in Your lap tonight? Please?
Only...........
Only...........
IN SILENCE…
am I able to hear.
IN LONELINESS…
am I near.
IN BROKENESS…
am I made whole.
IN SUBMISSION…
am I led.
IN SURRENDER…
I AM
............Only!
photo: "Isolation" by Ilona Wellman
Your Father says: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
ReplyDeleteTake Him up on it, sister...praying for you...