Tuesday, March 9, 2010


Tonight I don't want to be me. I just want to be someone who is never noticed. I want to blend. Why is that so difficult for me?

My medication isn't working. I read that 50% of all Cyclothymic Disorders progress to Bipolar I or II. Please dear God don't let that be me!!!
And yet, I am the child. All I can do is trust!
Father, may I climb in Your lap tonight? Please?


Only...........

IN SILENCE
am I able to hear.

IN LONELINESS
am I near.

IN BROKENESS
am I made whole.

IN SUBMISSION
am I led.

IN SURRENDER…

I AM

............Only!
photo: "Isolation" by Ilona Wellman

1 comment:

  1. Your Father says: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
    Take Him up on it, sister...praying for you...

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